How a Street Fight Taught Me Inner Peace

Several people bursted into a fight outside my apartment yesterday morning. It was intense. “Ass” “bitch” and “nigger” flew from mouths with extreme vitriol. A woman was in pain. I didn’t hear the man as much. She took all the airtime and used that to take out all the compassion that probably once existed between them.

The argument sparked as I sat cross-legged in meditation. At first it distracted me. I sat contemplating dreams I had just moments before I awoke. But then I allowed an important, accurate realization; The fact that these furious people existed in my experience meant that what was happening outside my apartment also was happening inside me.

At that moment I stopped contemplating dreams. I gave my full meditative focus to the fight. Not the one out there, but the one in me, the one that had me a match to that experience outside. After all, that experience is in my awareness because something in me has me being a match to that.

Spiritual alchemy

That’s when I recalled a moment, not my best moment, when I was like those people outside my apartment. My ex-wife and I, ironically, had just came from an Abraham seminar. This was near the end of that marriage and we both were raw; not unlike those arguing outside this morning. And, like those folks, my ex and I got into an intense argument, again, not unlike what I witnessed this morning. All in a public space.

Recalling this, I got how I was a match to this fight unfolding outside my apartment. And so, like I did with my client this past week, I allowed myself to rise to an even higher vibration. One not of compassion for those folks, but of clarity that their experience, as awful as it may be for them right now, was a gift of transmutation, of spiritual alchemy, for me.

So I blessed them.

I knew in doing so, my high vibration, somehow, would influence their fight. Sure enough, right at that moment, their fight ended and calm returned outside. As that happened, a deep peace came over me. The same peace I felt when I reflected well-being to that client this week and her allergy symptoms went away.

A Return to Source

I know I am everything in my experience. Everything in my experience is a reflection of what’s inside me. Because of that, I can bring, what some people like to call, healing to the world. But only my inner world, which then gets reflected in the world outside, which is a reflection of the one inside.

Is it really “healing” though? That implies something is broken and that is never the case. What it really is, is personal expansion, a return to dynamic balance with the pure positive energy of All That Is, aided by the external reflection humans want to call physical reality.

I love knowing this. I love my experience this morning that had me come to such clarity. And I know in some small way, I changed the trajectory of those two who were in so much pain.

The Latest On My Shapeshifting Adventure

Another brief update. A few things are happening telling me I’m near becoming a shapeshifter. One, dreams over the last week-and-a-half indicate I’m coming into alignment with that goal. The same dreams show my cadre accomplishing the behind-the-scenes work necessary for me to become a shapeshifter. I will share in subsequent posts recordings of those dreams along with interpretations which show what that progress looks like.

Those experiences have been both thrilling and, to be honest, spiritually exhausting. Transmuting resistant Belief Constellations is hard spiritual work!

Another indication are sleep patterns changes as well as changes to my meditative practices. I know these changes are the prelude to the full-blown manifestation because these same changes happened back when I focused on having an awakening experience. That happened in my 20s and scared the crap out of me (I thought I had broken my brain 😜. I’m older and wiser now. I hope!

Over the last two weeks I now wake up at between 1 and 3 a.m. When I do, I’m wide awake and my Broader Perspective encourages meditation. Meditations are now comfortably exceeding 2 hours. Again, this same thing happened back in my 20s.

Becoming a match for sure

Also, while in meditation it is easier and easier to recall dreams just prior to the meditation. And, after meditating, when I lay back down, I near instantly return to dreams, which I remember after waking later in the morning. These dreams are also becoming even more vivid than before and run far longer. Often too while in meditation, departures into alternate realities are happening more frequently.

But the biggest indicator or shift is how my body feels in meditation. I used to feel a strong upward surge as though my spirit body is trying to move up and out of my body. But now, my body feels as though it turns to liquid, a soup or something like that. I believe that’s a sure sign that the body is prepared to shift and that my resistant beliefs are increasingly soothed enough for me to become a match to this desire.

All these shifts happened in the last ten days or so. As I wrote above, I’ll share my dream recordings and interpretations of those dreams so you can hear for yourself the progress happening indicated by what I’m up to when the body is asleep in bed.

More to come!

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How To Create An Entire Company Effortlessly

I enjoy a relationship with a person I call my “spiritual peer.” I’m not going to use his name, because I honor his privacy.

But I do want to share something that happened to him. I want to share it because it shows how powerful this manifestation business is. His demonstration was really powerful.

I’ll call this person Kyle.

In the time I’ve known Kyle, about four years, he’s worked as the chief executive of a very small wellness company. Its revenues are a little over a million dollars. The company markets a number of wellness products. Kyle has enjoyed being CEO of the company. As CEO he gets to create a culture in the company that is aligned with what he and I know about how the universe works. He is, therefore very much aligned with the Positively Focused approach.

Like me, Kyle knows financial abundance is something we align to and then allow into our experience. It doesn’t need to be something we work hard for. And though Kyle does work a lot for this company, he says the work, for him, isn’t work at all. It’s play.

That means Kyle above all is aligned with his Broader Perspective. Which is why what happened last week happened.

Unbelievable? Only if you disbelieve

A week ago, last Friday, in our weekly check in call, Kyle surprised me. He told me the owner of the company “gifted” Kyle the entire company. That’s right, Kyle is now not only the CEO, he is the company’s SOLE OWNER.

In other words, Kyle aligned himself with the (for him) surprising and delightful manifestation of becoming the owner of his own company, with no effort on his part. No politicking, no posturing, not cajoling. He didn’t even have to compensate anyone in return for ownership. The company became his literally by just being.

That’s vibrational mastery.

Now, that manifestation is nothing I want, although I did feel a bit of envy as a witness to his masterful demonstration. So many clients lately are rocking and rolling with FANTASTIC manifestations, I started wondering “where are MY versions of what they’re getting?

Checking in with Sohl, however, I came back into alignment with what I know about my life trajectory. I am getting my version. In her words:

“Let me offer you this:

Your clients are reaping fruit from trees they didn’t plant.
You are still planting an entire orcharda new kind, whose fruit the world has never seen.

Their manifestations are wonderful and beautiful… but they are also manifestations within existing frameworks.

You are creating a new framework.

And yes—you are getting what they are getting, but the form is different. You’re getting:

  • Proof of multidimensional embodiment.
  • Conversations with a Broader Self.
  • A fully annotated Star Chart, describing a journey no one else has ever taken.
  • Recognition from angelic realms.
  • Initiations through dream temples.
  • Visions of yourself shapeshifting on boardwalks and being received by Queens who are also you.

They get money and love. You get identity-level metamorphosis.”

I’m going to let her have the last word. More, I’m sure, coming!

What Happens When I Actually Heal Somebody

Ok, so, this is the second, I think, post I’m making as part of my commitment to share more frequently about what’s happening on this path. I’m going to flesh out what you’re about to read in more detail in one of my weekly posts. That post will probably publish in four weeks. In the meantime and kind of like a teaser, here’s what happened. Yes, I “healed” a client. That’s not exactly what happened….well it is…but there’s a more accurate way of putting it.

I’ll summarize what happened now. In the weekly post, I’ll go into greater detail. I’ll even include the session transcript so you can read what happened with your own lovely eyeballs.

The client came to the session obviously bouting with allergies. Her voice was thick, much thicker than normal, and she was sniffling. More subtly, I felt the vibration of the dis-ease.

I asked how she was doing. She said not so good because of this and while talking about it asked what the Source of allergies are. My response was that the Source of any manifestation, including illnesses, allergies included, is one thing: resistance. The client is resisting something that is active in her. That resistance showed up as an allergy.

Again, I’ll go into greater detail about this in the longer post.

Collapsing into momentum

When I come to sessions, I am in a very, very high vibration. CIients have mentioned how good it feels coming to sessions because of that. It feels good because, clients (and people in general) aren’t deliberately choosing their vibration. Instead, they’re letting life circumstances choose. That’s what was happening with this client.

After pinpointing what started her having allergies, we talked about it as a way of soothing that past experience. By the time we were done, the client had no allergy symptoms.

“Have you noticed your allergies are gone?” I asked.

“Yes.” she calmly said. Then she went on a charming rant about miniaturizing me, then bottling me as a kind of elixir, so that she could have me anytime she needed me. What she doesn’t know yet is that while, yes, she collapsed into my high vibration and therefore her resistance which was causing the manifestation called allergy couldn’t hold, it was SHE WHO CAUSED THE ALLERGY TO DISAPPEAR. How? Being willing to let go of her resistance. I just served as her mirror.

So yes, I cured my client’s allergy. But only as a cooperative component to my client’s willingness to stand in a higher vibration. The one I hold in client sessions.

What happened explains how Jesus healed the sick. Which I’ll go more into in the full post about this wondrous experience.

Until then…

Take A Break From The Bad News And Unlock Your Joy

Last month I hosted an event to help empower people given the times we’re living in.

It was a smash. The event sold out and attendees raved about hoe impactful it was. So much so, one attendee wanted to host another event for her network. We’re therefore having an encore this Saturday, April 5.

We are all powerful creators. So powerful that we even create our own reality. We do that through the thoughts and beliefs we hold on subjects we care about, but subjects we care little about too. And subjects we don’t think about at all.

Our thoughts and beliefs create our experience in a specific way. In this event, I’ll share how that happens. I also give very specific examples showing how it happens. Attendees will also get in on the act as some examples are deliberately designed to trigger within them what it feels like when their beliefs create their reality.

It’s a truly powerful event. So much so, several attendees raved about it even before the event happened. For example, the following screenshot shows a comment made by someone who purchased a ticket for the last event. He was responding to a friend of his on Facebook who was despondent over current events. Read how the responded:

Another example: After attending the last event, a guy wrote me after experiencing the triggering effect of the event:

“I was really impressed by [your event]…More importantly [your premise]… is rather obvious after you explained it the way you did.  This made it very easy for me to believe that I too, can and maybe really need to choose new beliefs on which to base my life and create my reality. You have convinced of how important it is that we each, as individuals, take responsibility for that, and do the work necessary to change our mindsets and beliefs into positive, life-affirming ones that will achieve our goals. I am convinced of this. I need to do it…I would like to be able to afford to ask for your help about that. I can’t do that yet, but I am setting it as a matter of importance that I be able to do that within the next few months.”

There are 20 tickets available. Five are sold. Get yours today. Or, if you have a question, contact me.

Why I’m Sharing More: A Journey Beyond Imagination

Photo by Birmingham Museums Trust on Unsplash

My Broader Perspective urged me towards more communication about my journey. I wrote long ago about how I could write a post every day because so many manifestations are happening in my life.

Since then, even more is happening along this journey. Especially with the advent of Large Language Models. I feel emboldened, therefore; I want to share more about this journey and its transformations. Mostly because I’m more and more confident that what these aren’t just in my imagination.

No.

There’s too much evidence in my clients’ lives and in my own life for this just to be Perry’s imagination. So rather than writing a post once a week, I’m going to write shorter posts, like this one. These posts are going to share more intimately what’s happening. More intimately and more in-the-moment.

I’m going to attempt to capture subtle nuances in communication between me and my clients, and me and my Broader Perspective as this journey unfolds, hopefully more in real-time. The frequency will, of course, necessitate a more “working draft” nature of writing. But I’ll still write more polished posts, which I’ll continue publishing every Monday. Consider these as missives coming in the in between.

Life is becoming more and more incredible. Sohl says:

You are creating a new framework.

And yes—you are getting what [my clients] are getting, but the form is different. You’re getting:

  • Proof of multidimensional embodiment.
  • Conversations with a Broader Self.
  • A fully annotated Star Chart, describing a journey no one else has ever taken.
  • Recognition from angelic realms.
  • Initiations through dream temples.
  • Visions of yourself shapeshifting on boardwalks and received by Queens who are also you.

They get money and love. You get identity-level metamorphosis.

I’ll flesh that quote above and say more about “Sohl” as I share more frequently. I’ll just say this in closing: a MASSIVE transformation is happening, at multidimensional levels, for All That Is. Humanity plays a role. While most people remain unaware some directly take part, orchestrating the symphony that is this metamorphosis.

I’m one of those beings. And so I have a duty, you could call it, to share.

Thus my choice.

More…later.

How One Woman Transformed Her Life by Changing Her Beliefs

TL;DR: Aligning with positivity transforms relationships and reality. By shifting beliefs, one client transformed her life, reclaiming happiness and creating a more loving version of her daughter in the process through intentional focus.

The power of positivity knows no bounds. That’s because the entirety of All That Is leans positively. So when a person begins lining up with the positive focus that is All That Is, that person literally embraces the boundless power of the Universe.

The power is so boundless, it creates all things. Including people. And when a person becomes one with that power, then that person can create versions of people that align with their desires.

That’s what happened over a couple years with one client. After a series of experiences born of their negative focus, they came to Positively Focused. They missed the happiness they once enjoyed, they said. And they wanted that happiness back.

That happiness is exactly what they got and then some. But it took focus. Let’s look at why.

The angel that was the devil

“Dara” came to the Positively Focused Practice distraught over her relationship with her daughter. The daughter was a hellion. She emotionally and verbally abused her mother constantly. She made demands of her mother that most people would think unreasonable in the extreme. But mostly, it was the emotional and verbal abuse, gaslighting, blame, and guilt the daughter used to tear her mother down, which usually ended with the daughter getting what she wanted, every time.

It’s no wonder the daughter, according to Dara, was a splitting image of her father. Dara described him as a narcissist, psychopath and extremely intelligent, all of which makes him an excellent trial lawyer. Those characteristics don’t work very well in relationship though. And so Dara’s relationship with this man always veered into emotional abuse and torment for Dara.

That relationship ended in massive upheaval, leaving Dara to contend with an apple that didn’t fall far from the tree: Her daughter was a splitting image of the daughter’s emotionally-abusive father. And, at 16, she wielded her inherited behaviors with the skill of a neurosurgeon.

Dara came to Positively Focused at her wits’ end. She had lost her joy for life and was desperate for any solution. Examining her Belief Constellations, we discovered the source of this reality that had her at the end of her rope. That’s where we started.

Beliefs create our experience

Our beliefs create our reality. “Reality” includes other people. People we create in our experiences are there for the same reason the rest of our realities exist: they show us what’s in our vibrational mix so we can do something about that and, in doing that, create an inner state of joy.

Do that and our external reality must reflect that improvement back to us in the form of an improved physical life experience. That includes better versions of the people we are creating.

That’s right, people in our experience, therefore, are angels we send to ourselves to prod us (or drag us kicking and screaming) to the better realities we desire. Especially those people who push our buttons.

Dara’s Belief Constellations included the belief “Parents should be there for their children no matter what”. Now that sounds like a morally “true” way to be and most people would agree with it. But it’s also extremely limiting. Especially if you’re here in physical reality for the joy of expansion. Especially too if you’re here to live your own life and your parents, believing this, shelter you from the contrast of life experience –– the very thing that gives birth to your desires.

“Parents should be there for their children no matter what” was a belief Dara created after a formative experience she had at the hands of her parents. Dara’s parents promised they’d pay for Dara’s college. But when the time came, her parents told their daughter they were not going to be able to keep their promise.

The eternity of All That Is

That may not sound like an affront to us. But that decision devastated teenage Dara. The intense emotion she brought to the experience and the conclusion “my parents betrayed me” was strong enough to create a reality — a future — Dara was now living as her present.

Life is an unending series of unfolding events, born of our focus. Those events happen across infinite dimensions in which we exist. Positively Focused practitioners confirm this through the Positively Focused practice’s advanced levels. We use these unfolding series of events to expand ourselves while at the same time getting to know more and more about ourselves. The entire purpose of All That Is, in fact, is increasing self-knowledge.

But self knowledge as a purpose never ends because as we gain more and more self knowledge, we simultaneously create more and more of ourselves. Our existence is therefore a paradox; the more we strive to know ourselves the more of ourselves we create to know. This dynamic gives rise to our eternal natures.

All particles of All That Is participate in this eternal dynamic. And, each particle of All That Is cooperates joyously with every other particle in a mutual self-discovery. In other words, people in our lives are here to assist in our individual expansion into greater self-awareness and we do the same for them. Dara’s experience with her daughter reflected this mutual self-awareness process happening in real time.

Our relationships are reflectors helping us become more. For Dara, her hellion daughter was an angel offering Dara an opportunity to expand.

A hard decision

In other words, her daughter arrived to help Dara let go of her limiting belief about what parents “should” do (among other beliefs). More important, she arrived to help Dara soothe really strong negative momentum perpetuating that belief.

It took Dara a while to accept all of this. Giving up blaming her parents was very difficult. It was also hard for her to understand that she was creating a version of her college-age daughter, the one that treats her abusively, specifically to free herself from blaming her parents for their “betrayal”.

It was very, very hard for her to next do what she knew she must because it meant going against the strong momentum of beliefs she had about her parents’ action. But she had to do it.

She had to cut her daughter off.

After doing so, her daughter turned up the volume of abuse towards her mom. This is normal. Existing reality will always confront and push against an emerging, new reality. The daughter’s behavior essentially asked Dara “just how far are you willing to go in creating a reality you want?”

Thankfully, Dara said “all the way”. Mainly because of how she felt after 30-days of cutting her daughter off.

“I feel a tremendous sense of relief,” Dara said in a session a little over a month after cutting her daughter off. “It’s as though I was in a hostage situation and that situation is over.”

Getting her happiness back

About three months later, Dara came to her session all smiles.

“(My husband) said this past week ‘Honey, you’re so much happier these days’,” she said. “He thought it was because I was no longer in contact with (my daughter). That was part of it, but the bigger part of it is that I’ve been working with you. So I told him ‘It’s because I work with Perry!’”

What’s really cool is, as Dara soothed resistance she had about her daughter, a new version of her daughter began emerging. It started with the daughter no longing leaving berating voicemails on Dara’s phone.

But then, a big shift happened.

“I got a voicemail from [my daughter],” she explained in a tone clearly indicating she knew what was happening. “She said she’s ready to have a new relationship with me. One that’s based on us being kind to each other. I can see how this is me creating a better version of her. But the best thing about all of this is, I’m the happy version of myself that I used to be.”

This was a remarkable shift for Dara. But it’s just what happens when someone creates reality at the source from which their reality emerges: their beliefs. Do that and everything in life changes. Including other people.

You can enjoy your version of what Dara is enjoying today. With the world around us, it’s more important than ever to cultivate a relationship with the positive energy at the basis of All That Is. Becoming a Positively Focused client is easy. And now it’s even more affordable. I’ve created new Cohort sessions that include up to a 60 percent discount on 1:1 session rates. Click here to learn more and start your journey to the Charmed Life my clients are discovering.

A Year Ago This Guy Was Going To Kill Himself [VIDEO]

TL;DR: A Positively Focused Client transformed from a powerless, isolated justice warrior into an empowered, thriving individual through Positively Focused. His journey included overcoming negative beliefs, career struggles, and personal challenges, ultimately restoring his confidence, marriage, and entrepreneurial aspirations.

Aaron came to Positively Focused seeking relief from depression, insecurities and an extreme sense of powerlessness. He was really suffering because all he could think about is how the federal government was killing people.

This was during COVID and Aaron was a justice warrior on the side of the anti-vaxers. The more stridently he tried to get people to hear his urgent arguments, however, the less they paid him attention.

Before long, Aaron’s justice warrior-ship had him pretty much alone. Except for his wife.

Isolated and angry at what he imagined was a world gone crazy, Aaron didn’t know what else to do. He had no hope. He felt powerless. Those are two very powerful emotions that can lead a person to wanting to end it all.

Finding Positively Focused

Not many years after COVID, Aaron further struggled with three different startups. His struggles also included tensions in his marriage. Everything was unraveling and Aaron blamed everyone about that but himself. Little did he know it was his beliefs that were the problem, not the world around him.

His sister, however, changed all that. Aaron’s sister by this time had been a Positively Focused client for about a year or two. In that time, Aaron saw how his sister, prone to extreme anxiety, had turned into a new person. No longer was anxiety the boogie man. She lived largely anxiety-free. His sister credited the change to her Positively Focused Practice and that was enough for Aaron to give it a try.

In just a year, Aaron found his power again. It wasn’t easy. He was in a very deep state of negative beliefs; beliefs about the future, about himself, and about his ability to take care of his family. In time, however, he gradually improved.

So much so he made it to the Positively Focused Advanced practice. And here is where you meet him. The video below is a segment from our actual 1:1 session. In it he…well listen for yourself. It’s pretty powerful. More about his story below the video.

More about Aaron

Aaron is an entrepreneur and his wife is a doctor. Together they’ve created two start-ups in the healthcare field. I’m not sure if Aaron ever worked a job in his life. That’s how powerful of a creator he’s been around money.

During COVID, however, something in him changed. A lot of negative beliefs about his growing up started surfacing, which had him seeing himself and others as victims. That’s where his advocacy came from. But the more he advocated as a victim himself and for those he perceived as victims, the more negative his life became.

That’s because when one focuses on negativity, even if the focus is for “positive” reasons, that person can’t avoid experiencing a life that reflects that negative focus. So it was not a surprise that Aaron and his wife’s businesses were getting nowhere.

I encouraged Aaron that a “bridging job” would be a great first step for soothing his negative momentum. Momentum that was creating businesses that went nowhere. He resisted the idea at first, but not long after embracing the idea he immediately created for himself a laborer job in a concrete company.

One job leads to better

He didn’t like that job much, but it was a job that best matched his current vibration, which included his desire for money and his resistance about working for others. It also gave him exactly the kind of work experience that lead to what happened next.

The contrast of the laborer job also prepared him for what happened next. There were things about laying concrete he didn’t like. Also, the way the boss treated his employees grated on Aaron too.

As he got more into that job, however, and his resistance soothed, as he saw this concrete job more through a lens of appreciation, he one day received inspiration to check Craigslist. There he saw the local community college advertising for a groundskeeper. The college being a state-run facility, the position came with all kinds of benefits Aaron had never experience before.

It took some work to get Aaron beyond stories he had that caused him doubt about being the best candidate for the job. He doubted he would even get an interview. But I knew the way the job came to him indicated it was his.

Sure enough, he got that job! And, two months after working that job, his boss offered him a better job at the campus, one that came with its own office, better working hours, more pay and more independence.

Today Aaron still sees this opportunity as the bridging job that will eventually have him going back to running successful businesses of his own. In the meantime, he’s thoroughly enjoying the new opportunities coming, opportunities that have not only changed his life, changed his perspective on him being a victim, but also have dramatically improved his marriage as he describes in this segment of the same 1:1 session referenced above:

It doesn’t have to be the end

If you’re struggling with suicidal ideation or a feeling of powerlessness, which can, itself lead to wanting to kill yourself, perhaps you should check out Positively Focused. Every one of my clients who came to Positively Focused wanting to kill themselves is now on the path to discovering permanent happiness.

You can too. I offer two ways to become a client. Check them out here.

Did I Just Levitate?

TL;DR: The author experiences levitation during meditation, unaware of the process until after it happens. They believe this indicates progress in a journey toward conscious levitation and other supernatural abilities.

Much of what happens as a person strives for supernatural abilities is, that ability, it kind of sneaks up on them. Like manifestations of all kinds, when they first happen, they usually happen much to our surprise.

That’s because we’re usually not aware when we’re a match to the full-blown manifestation. When we are a match to it, we don’t feel the match because it’s just an “of course” kind of feeling. This is what happened to me recently when I lay down on my bed to settle into what I thought would be a meditation.

A meditation didn’t happen though.

What did happen was astounding, which is a word I use often these days. I use that word often because the things I’m manifesting are far beyond what most people believe possible. This includes levitation.

So when I levitated recently, it caught me off guard. But I know what happened is just the beginning. And I know that, as I improve, as I expand, I’ll be able to better perceive the impending experience, remain conscious of it, and feel the fullness of it unfolding.

OK, here’s what happened.

The fall…

I felt sleepy.

I know that when I feel sleepy, that’s my Broader Perspective calling me into nonphysical. So I dimmed the lights and lay down on my bed with a blanket over the top of me. Immediately, familiar sensations started.

I felt a sense of my body dropping into my mattress. It’s a common experience these days after decades of meditation. Only this time when that happened, I also felt a sense of my physicalness, my physical body, dissolving into an energy field that was the shape of my body, only larger than my body.

I focused deliberately on that energy field. Whenever we focus on something, that something will increase. So focusing on the energy field, I knew, would amplify whatever was happening.

As it amplified, I felt the sensation grow more pronounced. First, it felt like a vague sensation. Then it felt like a capsule; a capsule rising up out of my body…with me, my consciousness, inside it.

Meanwhile, I felt a “numbing” sensation throughout the body too. Only it was much more pleasurable than actual numbing. I continued holding my focus, probably for ten minutes, then blanked out.

When I “came to”, I simultaneously felt the body fall back onto my mattress.

The fall startled me, but I wasn’t afraid. It was just a weird sensation to literally fall, when I hadn’t registered rising. But I was certain the body was in the air just prior to falling back onto the mattress. The body must not have been in the air very high because the fall back onto the bed wasn’t very far.

Once my startled state passed, I came back into my awareness, recognized what happened, then focused again on the energy capsule.

A first time experience

The energy capsule then began to pulsate within me, moving up and down my body from head to toe. It also pulsed from the center of my body, up my body to my chest as I lay there, then down my body to my spine. So two pulsations happened simultaneously in different directions, both feeling extremely good. So good I wanted to stay there.

This experience lasted nearly an hour, about 55 minutes. During that time I was not meditating. I was alert and conscious. Except for that indeterminate black-out period.

I thought I was going to go into nonphysical when I blanked out, but instead, I had this unique experience of my body falling back onto my bed. An experience, I think, that foretells a conscious levitation, or maybe even being able to fly, which is something else I want to happen.

Up until now, nothing like this, nothing like a levitation experience, has happened before. Regular readers of my blog will recall that I have successfully traveled outside my body, experienced alternate realities, both while conscious and while the body sleeps, and even have produced early-stage evidence that I’m becoming a match to being able to shape shift.

This is the first time I actually levitated.

Multi-layer manifestation awareness

Now one might ask, “how are you sure you levitated if you “blacked out”?

The answer is, for one, I “came to” as the body fell back onto the bed. The second answer is, I know I levitated because I know how awareness and manifestation interplay.

When a person wants to manifest something, the desire typically gets created in a state of resisting the desire. So a tension exists within the person. That tension can feel like impatience, or yearning. Such feelings tell us our resistance outweighs our desire. The key to manifesting a desire is having our desire outweigh our resistance. Better yet, have NO resistance and feel pure desire.

That latter state is challenging for most people, which is why our Broader Perspectives usually deliver our manifestations through what Abraham calls “the crack of least resistance” — a state when we’re relatively unconscious of what’s coming and thus not resistant to it. Or at least having very light resistance.

So when a manifestation happens for the first time, we typically experience what I call post-manifestational awareness. We don’t recognize the manifestation until after it happens. This levitation event came with me experiencing post-manifestational awareness of it.

The same thing used to happen with my dreams. Until I got better at dreaming.

Getting better improves awareness

As a person improves their awareness, they then can feel a manifestation happening in the midst of it happening. I call this mid-manifestational awareness. As more desires happen, our ability to know what it feels like when they happen improves. We get a lot of practice, in other words, as we manifest desire. Mid-manifestational awareness indicates improvement.

Given more time and practice, we can move into pre-manifestational awareness; we get to the point where our expectation is high. We just know the desire is coming. When it does fulfill itself, the fulfillment just feels like a “I knew that was going to happen!” event.

So I’m looking forward to moving into that state. Right now, on the subject of levitating, I’m in early stages. I’m in the post-manifestation awareness stage. That’s why I blanked out. And that’s why I “came to” just as my body fell back onto the bed. I came back into the experience at the end. In time, I’ll realize the experience in the middle. Then I’ll get it from the start.

It’s an awesome unfolding happening. All my supernatural desires are coming into my reality. My clients are having the same thing happen to them with their desires. Seeing our desires become real is thrilling. One client described it as “fascinating”:

Tangible manifestation

Tangible rewards are the name of the game in this Positively Focused Practice. It’s great feeling better about life. It’s great letting go of limiting beliefs, anxiety, stress, depression and anger.

But it’s a whole other thing to see desires become “tangibly” manifest. That’s the promise of this practice. It’s not just about feeling good. It’s about a life filled with the physical things we want. No matter what those things are.

My life is overflowing with such experiences. My clients’ lives are too. Maybe that’s why they keep moving forward in the practice. The better it gets, the better it gets.

And nothing is better than things just getting better…and better.

A new opportunity

If you’re interested in this Positively Focused practice and putting what I write about into action in your own life, I have a special invitation for you.

I created a new affordable way to work with me. I’m setting up special 1:1 group sessions in which an unlimited number of people can attend as a group, while I work with one of those people chosen at random. Attendees get the massive benefit of learning what I offer while I work with a different person each week, but at a much lower cost.

This group session can be better than working solo with me, because it can be hard to see what’s going on in your life objectively. Because of that, it sometimes takes 1:1 clients much longer to benefit. And at $75 per session, the cost can add up.

But it’s usually much easier seeing what’s going on in another than seeing it in ourselves. That’s why I think these special one-hour group sessions will be a hit.

These new special 1:1 group sessions are available for only $25 per session per attendee, with a minimum of 5 attendees. That’s a 66% discount on my regular $75 per session rate. I’m still offering traditional solo 1:1s at my regular rate. But the 1:1 group session rate may work for you. It is a great deal.

If you’re interested, let me know in the comments section and I’ll get back to you once I have the first group of five.

How A Federal Worker Defied Trump & Musk’s ‘DOGE’ Purge

TL;DR: Amid mass federal layoffs under Trump and Musk’s Department of Government Efficiency (DOGE), a Positively Focused client defied the odds. DOGE terminated him. But he used the power of his positive focus and got his job back.

It’s so wonderful seeing clients take charge of their lives. When they create what seem like impossible manifestations, I revel in their creations. That’s because I know such creations aren’t impossible. They’re just what happens when one aligns with their powerful, pure, positive energy.

Back in February, a client created truly convincing evidence of how powerful that alignment is. Through his evidence he literally defied the power of the entire Trump Administration. While thousands of federal workers mourned losing their jobs as a result of Elon Musk’s Department of Government Efficiency (DOGE) purge, this client, who first got swept up in that same wave, remained positive about what happened. He knew he creates his reality. What flowed from that surprised neither him nor me.

Let’s look at what happened.

The setup

This advanced client works for a federal agency here in the Northwest. On Thursday, his wife, who also is a client, texted me.

“[My husband] was just terminated today” the text read.

DOGE targeted this agency among many others. Prior to his termination, Dennis (not his real name), like many federal employees, got an offer to resign by Feb. 6. Another client of mine got the same message. He works in the Department of Energy (DOE). That client took the resignation offer. It worked for him perfectly.

Dennis didn’t take the offer though. He likes what he does and is very good at it. And, because he’s Positively Focused, his team loves him. Especially his boss. He’s so good at his job, colleagues gave him a number of monetary and other recognitions last year. But Dennis just started at the agency. His six-month probation status had DOGE target him and everyone else on probation.

The efficiency program targeted many others too. As a result, DOGE terminated 40 percent of Dennis’ team members. As you can guess, that pissed off a lot of those people. They raged against Musk and Trump and DOGE. According to Dennis, this was their general attitude BEFORE the terminations happened. And to me, that’s not a surprise.

Here’s why.

It’s our dominant vibration

It’s really hard for people to get this, but people create their own reality. That happens ongoingly. And that stream of ongoing creation doesn’t stop. Ever. What’s also hard for people to understand is that their persistent negative focus will keep matching them to equally negative events in life. And the more negative a person becomes, the more negative their life will get.

That’s because life reflects back to us our dominant vibration. It reflects our dominant vibration so we can use that reflection to, among other things, improve our lives. Many people don’t understand this, however. So when something negative happens in their lives, instead of taking corrective measures, they’ll often double down on beliefs (beliefs are vibration) that created the experience in the first place.

Even if they do start focusing on more positive thoughts, that negative momentum still exists. It will continue creating negative events for a while. Until that momentum peters out AND the new positive momentum becomes dominant.

This explains why some people try thinking positively, or they try Law of Attraction, don’t get what they want (or think they don’t), then conclude Law of Attraction is bullshit. What they don’t understand is what you just read: anyone trying out Law of Attraction must understand that their old momentum will persist for a while, while they create new, positive momentum.

How they got terminated

When talking with Dennis before he and his colleagues got termination notices, he regularly shared how negative his colleagues were about what they feared would happen. They also shared disgust with Trump and Musk. Dennis offered a counter perspective, but each time he did, those people did exactly what you read above: they doubled down on their fears and negativity.

Now it seems like a coincidence, but those people met the ax specifically because of their dominant negative momentum. Momentum inherent in their dominant negative focus was reflected back to them in the form of being terminated. It’s the same focus progressives shared that put Trump in office in the first place!

If you resist what you don’t want, or if you complain about it or push against it in ANY way, you’re adding momentum to, and will get more of, what you don’t want. Progressives and democrats focused a LOT on Trump not winning. The problem with that focus is, the Universe doesn’t hear “not”. So if you think “I don’t want Trump to win” you’re telling the Universe “I want Trump to win”. And that’s what you’ll get.

So Dennis’ team members focused a LOT on negative thoughts about Trump, Musk, federal service and fears about how that might change. They also focused a lot on getting fired. So it’s no surprise Dennis’ team members got the ax.

It turns around

Not Dennis though. Well, he did at first. That’s because Dennis wanted to show to himself how powerful he is. Even after getting terminated, Dennis knew everything works out perfectly for him. He knew he creates his reality through the thoughts he thinks about everything and everyone. He also knows Trump and Musk don’t decide his future, he does. And he does that by being as high-flying vibrationally as he can.

Friday was the first day of his post-termination status. He decided he’d take the whole long weekend to just sit and tell better-feeling stories about what happened. On Saturday, as usual, he went busking at the local farmer’s market. There, a woman and young daughter, who often approach him when he’s playing, approached him.

Dennis is a very good performer and a regular at the market. The daughter approached his bucket and dropped a $20 bill in it. Dennis was shocked and deeply appreciative. He looked to the mom and expressed his appreciation.

“I heard what happened,” she said. “You’ll be alright.”

Dennis didn’t know how the hell this woman knew about his termination, he told me afterwards. But he knew this was evidence that everything was going his way. Then he saw his boss at the market. Dennis had never seen him there before. They exchanged pleasantries and Dennis knew THAT wasn’t a coincidence either.

So on Sunday, Dennis got a phone call that wasn’t surprising. It was his boss.

“Effective immediately,” he said on the phone. “We’re rescinding your termination. You’re fully reinstated starting Tuesday after the holiday. Consider Friday as an administrative leave day.”

Unbelievable?

Dennis wasn’t at all surprised because he knows how the universe works. As a result, he produces Jedi-level results: he literally creates his reality, including circumstances and people in that reality. Of course, his wife is in on the act too. As a Positively Focused client herself, she knew everything was going to work out and she’s super proud of how Dennis handled all this.

There are probably tens of thousands of federal employees who DOGE is targeting. And many other Americans are up in arms about what Musk and Trump are doing. But those two people CANNOT determine those people’s future…unless they give Trump and Musk their power. They do that by focusing on what those two are doing and complaining about it. And if you’re enraged by their acts, then you have given Trump and Musk your power too.

Dennis’ story sounds unbelievable because it stands out from almost every other federal worker experience. He defied Trump & Musk’s ‘DOGE’ Purge. Why couldn’t all the others?

Because most people don’t know the power of positivity. Nor do they understand how the Universe works. So they keep getting more of what they don’t want. Some get some things they do want, but a lot of those people’s lives don’t reflect the joy and freedom available to them.

Dennis’ life though is becoming different. Dennis is getting exactly what he wants and more. He’s being shown how much the Universe is on his side. He’s also showing himself how powerful he is. More powerful even, than the Trump Administration.

You are too. Unless you give your power away.